Darkness Before Light

June 18, 2009

snippets of wisdom

Filed under: Uncategorized — tanzilla @ 12:13 pm

The conversation these days with the net friends is profound, as elsewhere it’s all about the upcoming event in my life – the ceremony that is. So apart from the goota patha, tailoring and jewelry talk, I am feeling weighed down on and off by the weight of my past, the baggage, the people I let go off recently, they people I would let go eventually…. Because they don’t serve the higher purpose of my life; camaraderie. There have been people who just didn’t have the guts to commit and yet had to go all devdas on me. So there is this bitterness, bitterness of friendships gone horribly aweary. Childhood friends no longer cherished. There are family friends who were about to come with the proposals of their chacha, phoopa, taya, mamoos and now no longer can. So they click their tongue and they sigh…..and I feel irritable on such attitude. This way, life sure is weird. So here are the snippets of some of the profound parts of my exchange with some kindred souls.

H says:
no
all the people who have overlooked
you
don’t deserved to be commemorated
even in memory
even in secret
just let it go

u` says:
women like to be betrayed
internally there is something inside them
they see it but dont act on it

5 Comments »

  1. There were ppl who were going to come up with proposals, but didn’t, & r now cross with u coz u’re getting married..?! – send them all those lizards u caught.

    Comment by Saeed — June 19, 2009 @ 4:49 am

  2. well, it always pays off to chuck out all the extra baggage…

    Comment by kanwal — June 22, 2009 @ 8:40 am

  3. may I borrow ‘here have been people who just didn’t have the guts to commit and yet had to go all devdas on me. So there is this bitterness, bitterness of friendships gone horribly aweary.’ cuz it is so totally something that has made me appear as ‘VENUS” which I am not quite and hence eyes come on me as some sorta flirt who just wants to woo guys…
    idiotic as it is, it screwed up my marriage!

    Comment by AD — June 22, 2009 @ 3:26 pm

  4. saeed: cross? i got a disturbing roti dhoti call even today….the one who got away suddenly looks interesting…i dunw….

    kanwal: dunnow gurll…the baggage is strewn all around, i agree neverthelss; the sooner, the better

    AD: i am scared of this very thing while going into this new phase…nothing short of a neurotic mes….some people r acting as if im some venus, some tramp; either extreme, i v lead them on or something….

    Comment by tanzilla — June 25, 2009 @ 8:22 pm

  5. i agree with “H”‘s snippet.

    Comment by anonymoustwin — June 26, 2009 @ 5:49 pm


RSS feed for comments on this post. TrackBack URI

Leave a comment

Blog at WordPress.com.