Resigning from one place and serving notice period mean that you would be milked for even the last drop of your blood. Right now i am concluding a project through the help of 22 interns and dying of fatigue. God help me!
October 23, 2008
October 10, 2008
atm machine
Quitting wasn’t easy, but I was finally able to do it, thanks to another job offer. Was flying high, feeling good, feeling confident, until another proposal fiasco started when I finally made the decision to go ahead, give it a try, the guy or family realized that I would be quitting my job and not coming with my hi-fi money, so the guy suddenly and mysteriously started having epileptic fits…..this was the exact reason the third party quoted …that he has epilepsy, some unknown source has suddenly revealed? I was amused, that’s all I could say, then I morphed into a deep depression, so typical of me. I don’t know…somehow the feeling that I would be and have many times been since as an atm machine wasn’t pleasant all right now, and somehow I lost the enthusiasm for the new job in the process. The fear if having to prove myself all over again, of re-establishing identity, and embracing the challenge began to feature stronger than ever. As for parents, they are slowly becoming normal after being let down again. Thank goodness I come to know now rather than discovering later…dodged the bullet…..but for once, I wanted to have something and for someone to actually decide that they wanted to be with me.
